Cold Hearted

I should be cold hearted with everything I've been through But I still give my all to you I should hate everyone and everything but I'm still full of love I should be cold hearted with everything I've been through Rest in peace to my loved ones who are under ground I've got People alive who are dead to me who no longer come around I'm not sure which is worse Passing by ghosts or seeing my loved ones in a hearse It's Hard to keep your heart alive when you've seen many attempts at love die How many times can Prince charming get his heart crushed before he stops being the good guy? I gave my all to you and somehow it's still not enough You stabbed me in the back and shot the trust Why did I fall in love with a.. I don't need to Resort to name calling I'm just trying to stay up but the Pain's falling I'll get over her but it'll take some time I need to keep my thoughts off her otherwise it'll break my mind I finally got the strength to walk away from what broke me Fighting wars daily in hopes one day I can Hold peace If I'm to be compared it's only to the old me The only way to beat depression is to find your own release I should be cold hearted with everything I've been through But I still give my all to you I should hate everyone and everything but I'm still full of love I should be cold hearted with everything I've been through