Cold Beers and Voyeuristic Cannibalism

I’d like to pretend that my hands aren’t dirty 

from the soap of mental suppression,

that the callouses are from hard work,

and not from picking my bones back up

off the floor on a daily basis;

ragged, dry, and weary. 

Every fairy tale has a root,

stapled into the hard soil of truth.

They all have a moral,

some sort of clerical error 

born from life’s shadow. 

We watch, hoping to learn 

from the missteps of someone

else’s intrepid imagination,

some 4D revelation singing

lullabies to the young heart

of humanity.  

And they bend to the fickle 

will of greedy creativity, 

making the yoke less bitter

so that we can tongue the purge

of denial without pouting. 

I’d like to pretend that my hands are clean,

that I don’t whisper cold lies into your palms,

watch you drink from the frosted glass

of my sincerity; Hope that you don’t blink,

that you won’t notice the blood bubbling 

up, and over my shiver before you finally

finish this story. 

I just want you to understand.

This isn’t poison.

This is merely me bleeding out,

and hoping you’ll learn to love the 

taste of fire kissed oxymoronic metaphors,

served up with juiced will and the vegan

flesh of my inhibition.  

So that you can see through my eyes,

know where I have been,

and how it felt to be consumed.

-James Kelley 2014, All rights reserved.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Bordner Avatar
March 1, 2014 at 11:26 PM
I'm goinin through a tough time with the most important woman in my life right now and this write of yours is helping to give meaning to my emotions, thank you. J.A.B.
Bordner Avatar
March 1, 2014 at 11:13 PM
I ad.ire your style & flow James. Your metaphors are full of vibrancy and clear emotion. The sentiment about hard work and bones I like most. Awesome poetry. J.AB.
Kelley Avatar
March 2, 2014 at 8:17 AM
I really appreciate that Justin...I'm glad that my words can resonate with you in some way...sorry about the rough patch with your lady friend...I hope you two work things out soon!
Callus Avatar
March 1, 2014 at 3:11 PM
No, it's not abstract, maybe semi-abstract...but a good deep read will reveal a lot stashed away between the lines. Enjoyed it; even now, my mind is still trying to fathom it all out...paul
Kelley Avatar
March 1, 2014 at 5:29 PM
Seems I did my job with this one then! As a writer, one of my number one goals is to provoke thought..so I'm glad I hit my mark.. Thanks for all the comments Paul, really appreciate you reaching out.
Eggins Avatar
March 1, 2014 at 7:09 AM
I didn't know what to expect after I read the title but I never expected what I found here, there is so much going on under the surface its more than just the words telling the story there's another story here just waiting to be told, excellent poem, I will definitely look for more of your work love Jayne x
Kelley Avatar
March 1, 2014 at 7:41 AM
Haha, yes...striking title is it not? It's a metaphor in itself describing the relationship between reader and writer...cannibalism being the consumption of the pieces of the writer by being read. Glad you can see another story line lain here, because I meant to for there to be many that could be interpreted. Thank you for insight. Great to meet you Jayne.
Van Breda Avatar
March 1, 2014 at 6:25 AM
First time visiting your poetry page, and will continue to do so !! The title of this poem caught my attention. What I thought would be a light-hearted verse, was an exceptional piece of introspective expression, that we as poets (with issues) can relate so well too. Great write Xx~Xx
Kelley Avatar
March 1, 2014 at 6:41 AM
Thank you Kim for you wonderful comment..Please do come back, I've very much enjoyed your verse as well. Great to meet you.
A  Avatar
March 1, 2014 at 5:46 AM
wow, James now that's a poem. like the concept of pretending. awesome. Skat
Kelley Avatar
March 1, 2014 at 6:08 AM
glad you like it Skat, thanks for stopping by :)
Walker  Avatar
March 1, 2014 at 4:41 AM
Wow... Written... Good work... Verlena
Kelley Avatar
March 1, 2014 at 5:20 AM
Thank you Verlena!
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