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Cockroach Soliloquy

Cockroach Soliloquy 
By:Judge Burdon

The cockroaches left me a wake up message
Written with saliva and excrement 
it was placed conspicuously  in a garbage can 
where they knew that I'd find it 
while in search of my morning nourishment
behind the Burger King on 3rd 
The dumpsters are full of cold fries and burgers
near the farmer's market
Composed in Spanish the words singing with Latin rhythm
Lyrics set to the melody of La Cucaracha song.
it read like manifesto 
explaining what was this and wasn't that
Pointing out my failures and derelictions 
Each note taking aim and hitting home
Another wound in an already wounded soul
Then it targeted with a question

Tell us how it feels Gringo?
To have degenerated into a bicho
The epitome of disgust and loathing 
A repugnant insect just like us
Refugees from sunlight and the day's saving grace.
Wearing darkness like a bad tattoo
Examples of filth greater than the nth degree
In constant search of dank asylum

I wasn't pissed off or unnerved by the text
Their diatribes message spoke the truth 
I  most  likely was  looked at as  wrapped in skin  
An old guttersnipe less of  the man I had once been
A scourge, a blight ,an incurable infection
A scab on the face of God.
But how can a fair verdict be reached
If  you don't know where I've been
Or if the journey to now was smooth or rocky.
So perk up the hairs on your back legs
afford me a response and listen
Cockroaches all around me 
with  eating grins
All ready to hear my summation

Once upon a time and not long ago
 I lived like a refined Sheikh
I was handsome, wealthy and I thought oh so clever
Life was sweeter than a sun ripened date 
I negligently spent friendships  and haphazardly  bought others
My concern was solely about me
After years of decadent behavior
That would have made Caligula blush  
I reaped the consequences of it's malfeasance

My magic carpet refused to fly
The password" open sesame " was changed 
My Genie moved out of his bottle
He bought a Condo in Miami
Wouldn't take my calls and
Ignored my wishes
The friends I had bought couldn't be returned for a refund

Fate always seeks the just retribution
Left in the sewage of my pestilence.
Creating a kingdom fit for the cockroach I've become
Not regretting the lesson that was learned
But fate has a left hand that the right is not aware of
On occasion it bestoys sympathy on those that feel remorse
I've been offered employment starting tomorrow no later
My new job and you'll like this
 is as an EXTERMINATOR!

Copyright © | Year Posted 2018




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Date: 1/7/2019 12:35:00 PM
This is one of the most amazing poems I've ever read. It is the kind of 'good' where I am kicking myself for having not thought of it first! It is officially set as one of the tabs that automatically starts when I open my browser so I can reread it regularly. Thank you!!!
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Judge Santiago Burdon
Date: 1/7/2019 3:22:00 PM
A gracious thanks. I of my personal favorites it made the actual experience worthwhile. They edited the poem... Reads....shit wrapped in skin .....and shit eating grins Your comment is well received
Date: 10/30/2018 1:00:00 PM
This is quite astonishing. I usually don't like free verse but your painted picture, done in drips & drabs, gives the full drama of it all. Damn well done.
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Date: 10/27/2018 10:23:00 AM
What a ride! Sad, pathetic man who accepted such, then u-turned with a defense, then bowed again to acceptance before humorously willing us adios. I want to say God forgives, he should forgive himself, too, but I feel confident his sense of humor will see him thru. My brother was homeless for 10 yrs straight, on & off prior, until we drove across USA & brought him to our home 8 months ago- turns out he's bipolar, self medicating since 17/now 63 - so this hit home. Compelling/engaging. CayCay
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Judge Santiago Burdon
Date: 10/31/2018 9:30:00 PM
Cay Cay you possess incredible insight a gift that at times must be paid for with pain. Gift and Curse. I'm in daily confrontation with my gift of shifting emotions. Going to post BiPolar Express.

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