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Our words are a heavy foot on the accelerator;

memories that just won’t let up

Pressing,

and            

               pressing

                                down;

revving up the engine tucked away 

in your chest. 

I know that when you think about it,

you get light headed,

maybe even a little drowsy,

and then you stop caring

because where we parked our 

car has always been crowded.

You see, the fumes can be dea

                                       dly..

If you’re not careful.

—————-> If we don’t get out every now 

and again, fresh air might become 

toxic to our mutated affirmations.

I only know this because,

I’ve learned to love the feeling 

of your hands around my throat,

and you used to be so sweet. 

It’s hard to breathe in here, 

watching you swallow my 

**** and grin like I’ve given 

you flowers for the first time,

And I…

              remember

                                 …quite clearly

you don’t even like flowers.

I don’t know where we’re going,

you keep …laying your foot

to the floor, breathing harder,

like you can actually smell our 

brain cells dying.

And all I can smell is your perfume,

that ridiculously exotic potion that 

your grandmother buys when we

visit, insisting that two taps on the 

wrist will make you smell just like 

Marilyn Monroe did…

I never thought that something 

so beautiful would reek of death. 

-James Kelley 2014, All rights reserved.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Callus Avatar
March 12, 2014 at 2:08 PM
I suppose a relationship needs refreshing, otherwise it could go stale and boring.
Kelley Avatar
March 13, 2014 at 4:18 AM
sometimes you have to step back and look at things from a different perspective...when you are just steadily "mashing on the gas"...you will inevitably suffocate each other...and nobody needs that ;) Thanks Paul
O'Leary Avatar
March 11, 2014 at 2:22 PM
Talk about a rough ride... nice poem... Terry (and thanks for your kind words)
Kelley Avatar
March 13, 2014 at 4:19 AM
Thanks Terry (no problem) Nice to meet you.
Tacito Avatar
March 10, 2014 at 10:37 PM
Holy mother of GOD! Ok, this was ominous, intense, & riveting. But, real talk man, such a pretty heart shouldn't ever beat with such toxicity. Solution? 3 words: Match dot com
Kelley Avatar
March 13, 2014 at 4:25 AM
Thanks Aiyah!
Kelley Avatar
March 13, 2014 at 4:24 AM
You keep telling me to go to match.com... Have you bagged some hotties there or something? lol jk Didn't we write a piece together about the dangers of online dating? lmao Do they make you take a psych eval for it? I feel like I need some sort of system between me and crazy ladies...They seem to gravitate toward me. Maybe it's my cologne?
Torres Avatar
March 11, 2014 at 1:05 PM
lol...I agree with Drake, Kelly...just the 3words!!! ...;'))
Kelley Avatar
March 11, 2014 at 5:39 AM
You'd think I'd have been picking my dates up outside of a psychiatrist's office...but I haven't..I swear.
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