Clown At the Abyss

The life of the party- they say,
so quick to join in every plan,
with bright eyes that light up his face-
a smile that will soon draw you in.

There always, to help as a friend-
quick giving up time to appease;
and wearing that big smile that says
I'm happy- on top of the world.

But then, in the darkness of night-
when no one's around to perceive,
the loneliness that fills his heart-
rolls down from his eyes as sad tears.  

The face of a clown shows outside
with bright eyes that light up his face;
a smile that will soon draw you in-
the life of the party- they say.

But really, a clown lives within;
he stands by the shore of the lake-
fake happiness wearing him out-
too hard to go on with the show.

The clown at the abyss now stares-
eyes dull- and no smile on his face;
calm water glows bright neath the moon- 
and into death's peace- he is drawn.

His cell phone now rings- he responds;
the words that he hears give him pause.
"Hey, Buddy, where are you tonight?
This party's so dead without you!"


March 5, 2020

Premiere Contest, Clown At The Abyss
Sponsored by, Kai Michael Neumann
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Allison Avatar
March 24, 2020 at 8:01 PM
dropping back with my congrats Sandra:-) hugs Jan xx
Watt Avatar
March 24, 2020 at 6:14 PM
"Fake happiness wearing him out" that about sums it up. How hard to always be thought the life of the party, when your insides are dying. Beautifully written Sandra, congrats on your win ~ John
Rodrigues Avatar
March 24, 2020 at 5:30 PM
Yes, the insides of a clown don’t always match the outsides. Congratulations, Sandra!
Neumann Avatar
March 24, 2020 at 1:33 PM
Congratulations and kind wishes, Kai
Andresen Avatar
March 24, 2020 at 1:17 PM
- A face of fake happiness ... sad, Sandra - Congratulations on your win :) - Take care, stay healthy :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Allison Avatar
March 5, 2020 at 4:24 PM
such a sad tale Sandra I am glad it has a positive ending, so often people wear a smile masking inner turmoil:-( hugs jan xx
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