Closure

I just need 1 more day I want to walk up to you Wrap my arms around you I want to hold you, no actually I want you to hold me, closer to your chest n just let me stay there a few seconds N just breathe your scent I just want 1 more day with you I want to grab your hand when you least expect it, hold it and say nothing but embrace you. I want to walk next to you Feel the breeze on my skin And butterflies in stomach I want to spend hours hours with you Knowing you don't belong to me But in that moment I will own you. I just need 1 more day To create memories we couldn't create in the past. I want to express myself without holding Not even one emotion back I just need one more day to show you the Real me, not to convince you I was worth it but I feel like I deserve it, I feel like, a lot of the missing pieces of me Will be found, a lot of broken parts of me will be mended. I just need one more day To sit next to you Lay my head on your shoulder And watch the ocean with you No words unless you feel Like talking I'll listen. I want to look into eyes Stare into your soul And get to know you. I want to get attached to you Just to fully disconnect I want to let go by holding on I want to get close to you Just so I can get some closure, it's not a trick To flicker an old flame No I don't want that, I just need 1 more day To finally say goodbye ?? Most people cherish their first kiss But I want to remember our last Last hug, last touch, last stroke.. Lol Joking, but if the moment allows why not? I just want 1 last hour Filled with real moments of me My happy smile?? My not so needy glance... Last chance type of vibe.... Anyways I hope you grant me your time Not as a favor but as a gesture of love and guinuenity 1 day for us to be real with each other.