CIRO GARGANO JUNK SICK OFFICERS

IT WAS 1984 DURING AN ELECTION CIRO GARGANO RAN THIS SMALL TOWN OUTSIDE GREATLAKES NAVY BASE WITH HIS DRUG CARTEL AND AN IRON FIST OF CORRUPTION HE BLACKMAILED THE ENTIRE CITY SEVERAL OFFICERS SELLING HIS DRUGS USING HIS DRUGS THIS RESULTED IN OFFICER KEVIN ALCOTT MICHEAL DAVIS OWEN CHRISTIANSEN FINALLY RECIEVING MILLION DOLLAR LAW SUITS AFTER CIRO GARGANO ARSON MURDERERS HIS RAGE OVER THE ELECTION WHEN ALDERMAN FURLAN LOST TO ERNEST FISHER MAYOR BOBBY THOMPSON TERROR BEGAN GARGANO DRUG CARTEL HAD THE ENTIRE TOWN ADDICTED TO DRUGS INCLUDING LOTS OF NAVY SEALS POLICE OFFICERS FIRE FIGHTERS CIRO GARGANO WAS FINALLY TAKEN DOWN AT GREATLAKES TRAIN STATION WHEN CRAYTON FUZZY HORACE DELIVERED A LARGE AMOUNT OF COCAINE FROM CIRO GARGANO TO FEDERAL AGENTS MAY 1985 BY JUNE THE FBI APPROACHED ME TO WEAR WIRES UNDERCOVER TO BUY WEAPONS AND DRUGS FOR THE FBI FROM CIRO GARGANO CORRUPT OFFICERS AND FIRE FIGHTERS GARGANO WAS IN RAGE TOTALLY PLOTTING TO BURN DOWN THE CITY HIS JUNK SICK OFFICERS WERE SENT INTO DANGÈOUS SITUATIONS FACE TO FACE WITH GARGANO REPEAT SEVERE VIOLENT OFFENDERS RELEASED EARLY TO TARGET FBI INFORMANTS AND FALLEN OFFICERS SEVERAL OFFICERS RECIEVED MILLION DOLLAR LAWSUITS AND WENT TO DRUG TREATMENT MY WORK WITH THE FBI CONTINUED THE FBI WE WERE FAMILY IT WAS 988 THE OPERATION GOT REALLY INTENSE IT WAS CRAZY JUNK SICK COP WORKING SECURITY FOR THE GANGS AS I APPROACH WIRES INSTALLED AROUND MY UNBORN FETUS STANDING NEXT TO A JUNK SICK OFFICER SWEATING HE FEARS ME HIS BREATH TELLING ME I COULDN'T LEAVE OUT UNLESS WE TESTED THE DRUGS IN FRONT OF HIM OR HE WILL SHOOT ME RIGHT ON THE SPOT I COULD STILL SMELL HIS SWEAT I COULD STILL HEAR MY FETUS HEARTBEAT BEATING SO LOUD I SAY I'M COOL YOU KNOW ME HE SAID AGAIN NOBODY LEAVES OUT ALIVE UNLESS THEY TEST THIS SHT OUT MY HEART POUNDING MY HUSBAND SAYS SHE'S PREGNANT MAN I'LL TEST HE SAID I DON'T GIVE A SHT SWEAT DRIPPING ON HIS SHOES HIS UNIFORM WRINKLED HIS EYES FIXED ON MY MINE THE DEALER YELLS LET EM IN THEY COOL MY MIND FOCUSED ON OFFICER FRIENDLY COMING UP TO OUR SCHOOL1969 CHICAGO I'M LOSING IT I FELT LIKE A RAT FOR THE FIRST TIME MY MIND DRIFTS TO THE SHOOT TO KILL LAW DURING CIVIL RIGHTS RIOTS MY MIND QUICKLY REMINDED ME OF THE NATIONAL DISASTER WHEN RATS INVADED CHICAGO POISON BEING FLUSH THROUGH MAN HOLES EVERYTHING TASTED AND SMELLED OR POISON I REMEMBERED THE GIANT RAT BIGGER THAN A DOG KNOCKED OVER A GIANT CAN OF MIXED VETGETABLE SHE WAS PREGNANT PANTING COVERED IN RAT POISON SHE CRAWLED FROM THE MAN HOLE I REALIZED THATS HOW HE SAW ME JUST A PREGNANT LAB RAT IN USE BY THE FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION HIS WALKIE TALKIE BLAIRED MORE CORRUPTION TELLING HIM FEDS WAS INSIDE THERE IS A RAT INSIDE MY EYES WERE HUGE I SWALLOWED MY OWN HEART THAT'S WHEN THE DEALER YELLED TAKE HIM IN THERE TO TEST IT THE JUNK SICK COP TOOK MY HUSBAND INSIDE THE BATHROOM HE TURNED GREEN AND PUKED VOMITTING I WAS AFRAID I KELP SWALLOWING FEAR THE DEALER LED ME TO A BIG WINDOW FACING THE POLICE DEPARTMENT HE FORCED ME TO LOOK THROUGH THE SCOPE ON A MOUNTED ASSAULT RIFLE I COULD SEE THE MAYOR WALKING AROUND THE OFFICE HE SCANNED THE AREA THE WALKIE TALKIE WENT OFF AGAIN CORRUPTION ON THE OTHER END MAN I'M TELLING YOU THE FEDS ARE INSIDE MY EYES FOCUSED I BEGAN TO SCAN THE ROOM IT WAS FILLED WITH POLICE ISSUED ASSAULT RIFLES RIOT GEAR BULLET PROOF VEST THE DEALER SAID THAT'S GOOD THEY INSIDE NOBODY LEAVING OUT ALIVE AND WE ARE READY FOR THE FEDS I REALIZED THESE DEALERS WAS PLANNING A STAND OFF WITH THE FBI HE GRABBED MY BLOUSE LOOKED AT ME EYE TO EYE PUT A 44 MAGNUM IN MY MOUTH AND SAID I'M NOT GOING BACK TO PRISON MY LIP WAS BLEEDING A LITTLE STUCK TO THE GUN HE SAID LOOK I LOOKED THROUGH THE SCOPE WAS SPECIAL AGENT PAULA BRAND AT THE STOP CHILDREN CROSSING IRS TAILING HER IT WAS THEN I HEARD MY CHILDREN ON THE WALKIE TALKIE SINGING MY GIRL MY KIDS ARE IN THE BACKSEAT WITH FBI SUPERVISOR SPECIAL AGENT LEROY HEIMBACH WE WERE ALL HELD HOSTAGE THE DEALERS JUNKSICK COPS IN RIOT GEAR TO KILL FBI AGENTS AND INFORMANTS I COULDN'T SHOW FEAR BUT I SWEAR I SWALLOWED MY OWN HEART IT WAS THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WE WERE IN A BUILDING ACORSS FROM NEAL MIDDLE SCHOOL THE NORTH CHICAGO HIGH SCHOOL NOVAK KING ELEMENTARY FACING THE NORTH CHICAGO POLICE DEPARTMENT I WAS AFRAID BUT I COULDN'T SHOW FEAR THE DEALER SAID I KNOW HER DO YOU KNOW HER IS SHE 5.0 HE LOOKED RIGHT AT ME DO YOU HE YELL I SAID OH YES I KNOW HER THAT'S MY DAUGHTERS TEACHERS IT'S SCHOOL CONFERENCE TODAY I REALLY NEED TO HURRY I REALIZED HAD TO THINK FAST TO SAVE ALL OF OUR LIVES BEFORE THEY BEGAN THE STAND OFF THOUSANDS OF STUDENTS TEACHERS STAFF PARENTS THE FBI AGENTS WERE MY FAMILY MY CHILDREN IN THE BACK SEAT AND ME PREGNANT WEARING WIRES 988 FUNNY HOW MY MIND BROKE DOWN YEARS LATER AT WORK ON A MILITARY BASE WHEN ALL SEEMED CALM THAT DARK PLACE RETURNED SENDING ME INTO FULL BLOWN CRISIS HELLO THIS IS AGENT BROWN AGAIN THAT DARK PLACE HAS RETURNED I CAN'T BREATHE YOU ARE SAFE IT'S OKAY AGENT BROWN YOU ARE NOT ALONE BREATHE I AM ALONE I KEEP ENVISIONING MYSELF DECEASED AND THAT FEELS SAFE I'M HERE TO HELP YOU IT'S TOO PAIN MUCH I HEAR MY FETUS HEARTBEAT AND I STILL SMELL A JUNKSICK OFFICERS A GUN IN MY MOUTH DOES THAT MAKES SENSE IT DOES DEAR HAVE YOU TAKEN YOUR MEDICATION DO YOU FEEL LIKE HARMING YOURSELF DO YOU HAVE ANY PLANS OF HOW YOU WOULD HARM YOURSELF I HAVE TAKEN MY MEDICATION TO BE HONEST I'M ALREADY DEAD THIS ISN'T A LIFE IT'S HELL ON EARTH MY LIFE WAS TAKEN SOMEWHERE BETWEEN 988 TO 989 WHEN I WAS FORCED TO SWALLOW MY HEART WEARING WIRES ON MY UNBORN FETUS GOING INTO HOSTAGE SITUATIONS EVERY NIGHT I AWAKENED TO THE SOUND OF LOUD HEART BEATS DOES THAT MAKE SENSE IT MAKES PERFECT SENSE YOU ARE LOVED ARE YOU FEELING ANY BETTER ARE YOU STILL IN THE DARK PLACE I AM STARTING TO FEEL A LITTLE BETTER THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMPASSION GOD BLESS YOU AND GOD BLESS AMERICA GOD BLESS YOU AGENT BROWN REMEMBER WE ARE ALWAYS HERE TO HELP YOU'RE NEVER ALONE