Circle of Love and Heartbreak

I ponder about this man who is the object of my affections the giver of these deceptions felt we had a connection as we sort thru unanswered questions was i rite about my selection? being thrown n a dreams protection cause reality can be so unkind it becomes abusive to the mind I was feeling him for a time remember the day he caught my eye a mouthpiece i couldn't deny as his words became alive sent shivers down my spine is he the one? is it a sign? or the prelude n the making to an ending thus heartbreakn felt as tho it was me he was takin to altitudes so high then sends me crashing with his lies i say i wont get caught up this time not wit your deep voice or your sultry rhymes not wit those mysterious eyes so alluring not wit your deep words so reassuring not wit that laugh of yours that i always seem 2 think of not wit the possibility it could of been love i wont fall again so lonely is what ill be need to know he didn't get the best of me n my solitude im ok then one day u call, it all goes array i begin to reminisce, especially about the time that we kissed n its you i once again miss something i just cant dismiss sends my well being n a spin then the process starts all ova again