Choked

I wish to not leave the house
I wish to not be with family
I wish only to be as small as a mouse
I wish to crawl under rocks and bridges
the fire under my face will not douse

I stare at your SS glare
the road among us both so straight
your test was deemed oh so fair 
wheels akimbo, signals awry
i want to pull out my hair!

a black anchor chains me in bed
only that which is sonic grants me a smile
the madness only seeks the dread
the touch of my hand brings bliss?
happiness lies with the dead

life on the outside is brash and loud
life on the inside is grey
walking on the outside in a black cloud
I will not surrender until I do
white wings and a dark shroud.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Thornton Avatar
November 22, 2014 at 7:12 AM
Wow.. very nice.. I love the third stanza.. It just stood out to me.. The entire piece is fantastic. Really nice write Thanks for sharing
Dietrich Avatar
November 15, 2014 at 12:16 AM
oh my, this is such a dark poem. But you have a flair for poetry. Thanks for seeing my poem tonight. It is nice to meet you.
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