Child Abuse(Not About Me)

my mother screams and shouts,
while i hide under my bed
she comes in my room and finds me, 
and angrily beats me in the head.
she says im always bad
and i never do my chores
and she says when im dead shell be glad
cause she wont have to worry about me anymore
i see the anger in her eyes
as she beats me, and tells me she wished i would die
when i think about all these bad memories
it only makes me cry
im always scared to talk to her
cause i know i will get hurt
but, i wasnt sure how...stab, hit, or burnt?
but, thankfully my teachers care,
and turned my mother in
so now my new life can begin.
sometimes i think my mother cared,
but then i wake up and realize that the love was never there.
now im all grown up
and i lived through it all.
but i still dont understand
why she put me through it all.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006

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July 8, 2011 at 11:01 AM
I enjoyed reading your amazing poetry today Amanda. I hope you have a wonderful weekend filled with good health, love, laughter, and loads of inspiration. Love, Carol
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May 18, 2011 at 1:26 PM
oh my goodness
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June 22, 2010 at 10:43 AM
Still a favorite poem Amanda. Love, Carol
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August 5, 2009 at 5:35 AM
I am reading my favorite poems today and just wanted to let you know this is still a favorite to me . Love, Carol
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