Chemical Poison

Force fed dish soap and comet until I vomit for a childish comment Lysol with a knife to my throat in the group home that day I made a promise I will no longer provoke to do the right thing so I dont have to choke on any more chemicals forced down my throat I really wish the world knew what American abuse is it's system kids reaching out instead I hear a bunch of excuses backing up the useless but nothing can excuse this listen beat the crap out of me than you cry when you did not have to do this every day as a child I wanted to die at the time there was much more to live for but I was clueless name brand shoe less picked on and beat up covered in bruises asked Mom and Dad why whyyyyyyyyyyyy did you do this from foster homes to group homes they were all ran the same like clones no adult deep down around even cared because if they did this abuse I went through some of it I would of been spared even though my Mom is gone I still live in fear and every day goes by its a little more unclear. -TA