Chasing Recognition

Brittany is a little girl, who's starving for attention. So many things are wrong, and only few she can mention. She would go to school, just trying to et out. but it never failed cuz every night, her parents would scream and shout. her dad barried alot of hatred, he always had a closed fist. i guess that's how expressed love. to his oldest kid. the house was full of chaos, arguments,and fights i have know idea, how she made it through a night. her dad was always drunk, and mother wouldn't listen. a few years go by. and there is still no attention. Brittany is a teen now, who's getting out of control if only she was disaplined then maybe she would know she really didn't want to turn down this path she never had direction though from the hauntings of her past. all she ever wanted, was to be a normal kid but instead she kept the hurt, all bottled in. what really lies beneath, i guess she'll only know. but as she got older, the more she lost control. her mothers popping pills, every single day. Brittany is just asking, why does it have to be this way. Does mom love her any, does she remember that she's there. why wont she look her in the eye's, and just tell her that she cares. So Brittany only assumes, it'll be this way till the end so she starts taking pills, just trying to fit in. not very many just a few, here and there but now her mom noticed her, and she acted like she cared. but did she really care, or just wanting Brittany's drug. cuz to my recolection, there wasn't ever a hug. now another thing was bothering her, and it drove her half insane. so she started taking handfuls just trying to ease the pain. she spent her whole life trying, to gain her mothers love well it gradually got worse cuz she started shooting up. but that's what she did, cuz she thought it'd be best. then a year later it lead to her arrest. Brittanys etting better now, with a baby on the way. she still fights addiction though, every single day. often she felt empty, and even all alone but how can she feel that now, with her precious son at home. That little boys an angel, he has saved her life Brittany is happy now, and you can see it in her eye's. she has made alot of mistakes, but now she right on track, this is her step of moving forward, and never turning back.