Charades

I had wanted to be good But was short lived by the inevitable I had wanted to fulfil plans But was engrossed with the joy of unfulfillment; And was caught up with the deadly messenger. I had wanted to be give you all your desires Giving you hopes on unrealistic things Might be that's the only way you could learn But the fearless messenger didn't allow it. I had wanted to change the world for good Giving them the lies they deserve To help then rethink But this stupid fellow didn't allow me Cos all I was doing were in charades.