Change of Mind
Despite walking through darkness
There’s a light at the end of this
Despite these thoughts
I know things can get better
Always wishing I could be dead
When I need more sleep
Asking for a bullet to the head
When I need more time to think
To think about who I’ll hurt
If I end this life of mines
My mom at my funeral, crying
Her heart broken, never getting the chance to see her son again.
Not trying Rest In Peace
For all of eternity
But just want to find internal peace
While I’m still alive
I’m at my lowest
But I know there’ll be a day
When I’m at my highest
So I can’t pass if I’m not at my best
Can’t end a legend
When the story hasn’t even begun
Copyright © Jeffrey Louissaint | Year Posted 2021
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