Change of Mind

Despite walking through darkness There’s a light at the end of this Despite these thoughts I know things can get better Always wishing I could be dead When I need more sleep Asking for a bullet to the head When I need more time to think To think about who I’ll hurt If I end this life of mines My mom at my funeral, crying Her heart broken, never getting the chance to see her son again. Not trying Rest In Peace For all of eternity But just want to find internal peace While I’m still alive I’m at my lowest But I know there’ll be a day When I’m at my highest So I can’t pass if I’m not at my best Can’t end a legend When the story hasn’t even begun