Catarrh and Catharsis

... stalactites hung like dystopian snot from a statue 

her brain was frozen and formed ice in her mind

a lacuna without inlet or outlet arrested in time

mind’s skates tied up in bundles of snowflakes

gloves off for defeat with all speed set in arrest

not even her black woollen hat showed any signs

of thawing heart-warming emotions for comfort


empty speech bubbles covered her scraped tongue

where a mouth-watering waterfall should pursue

a pick axe with nothing left to dissect or construct

dangled from a callous corpus callosum in pain

unable to connect right left wrong or left to correct

this was not what searching tranquillity had promised 

in contrast transcendence wept at chilly flood gates


a voice that had so much to part with in a landscape

of permanent layers of verglas onto vaporous rime 

she wished for some slime or yuck glopping goo

but permafrost refused a glimpse of impermanence

a fool thought it funny to stick a carrot in her nostril

helpless she could not leave the vegetative state of affairs

clung to a string of crystal beads at pearly gates of no return


this is a lie I am Pinocchio at the threshold of truth

a metaphor unable to break the spell of apocalypse

unfulfilled amphora and vessel that can’t even leak

incontinence at the pointless orifice of evacuation

without one drop of hope for cataracts to dissolve

a lonely icebreaker with nothing left to crack open

where a firm skull should harbour my residual flow


when a polar bear embraced her unbalanced spectre

shared his white furry coat under a mantle of darkness

shales of introjection floated away from the solar eclipse

which had sheltered her from a charcoaled manic cauldron

touching middle grounds in between scorching euphoria

and lifeless apathy just long enough to remember that she had

not taken her medication and the self-help manual was useless


sometimes catharsis has to wait for one small lucid moment

when a beak meets a beaker and cascades start from a dribble
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Koplin Avatar
December 12, 2020 at 6:24 AM
Congratulations on your win Kai!!
Neumann Avatar
December 12, 2020 at 8:31 AM
Thank you Mark. Kind wishes, Kai
Andresen Avatar
December 11, 2020 at 3:02 AM
- Congratulations on your win, Kai :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Neumann Avatar
December 12, 2020 at 8:31 AM
Thank you Anne-Liese
One Avatar
December 10, 2020 at 9:11 AM
You have the most amazing vocabulary and this is an emotive piece.. Congratulations on your placement in the contest..
Neumann Avatar
December 12, 2020 at 8:30 AM
Thank you Silent One for my placement and for sponsoring the contest. Kind wishes, Kai
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