casual

Was it casual? Our long night talks and endless flirtations. Those talks about our futures-as if we had a clue Things we knew that we had to do Watching movies on a call, but wouldn't do it without you Was it serious? Was it serious to you? We would talk about everything and nothing at all My darling little boy Cosplaying a man Telling me to be honest about my feelings but it was just a helpless match. No one made me angry like you The frustration of being the only one who seemed to give a Turned out you had someone else on your mind. Someone who I shared eyes and genes I don't think you feel the same. Tell me that I am wrong Tell me that I am mistaken Give me a reason to believe you Give me a reason not to leave you. Tell me that you listened to me Tell me that you respected he who I held dear Tell me that you wouldn't lie to me Tell me that you wouldn’t leave me here Tell me that I didn’t defend you for nothing Tell me that my friends weren’t right Tell me it wasn’t casual Or I have to leave tonight.