Carolyn Wilderspin

For Carolyn purdy Hibbert Foy ( wilderspin) Carolyn, you gave me your heart, your home and your life. I gave you hurt, tho I wanted you as my wife. My life was random and yours was laid out, Promises I made, very few were borne out. But here is my problem, a psychologist i did see, STOP! Said the dr, listen to me. You have a problem with your insecurities. So put your divorce on hold, listen to what I say Wait.... Andy, till the 14th of may. The date of this chat was February early And on the day of the lovers... my will I gave you freely... The children also are taken care of, all of this done out of love. You say I'm closed just like a book, well Carolyn baby you can read every look, You know me better than any other alive and that's why darling, I want to make you my wife, The dreams of the future laid out bare, I cannot live them now, I didn't share My thoughts they were muddled a little bit vague, Carolyn, darling you were my babe. I'm sorry I lied. But to save a scene, if I had known then it would shatter our dreams, Your family and friends don't like what I've done, Carolyn please just know you're the one. The light in the dark, the warmth against chill, I love you Carolyn and I always will. If you forgive me and allow us to be, the happiest honest man in me you will see. If you can't forgive and do not allow me to stay, a friendship and love will be given away, I pray that your soul my words you will hear as Carolyn wilderspin my heart will die here, Here in hell is where I write from, if you walked in the room the light you would show. This is my promise to your family and friends, give me a chance to make amends.. I'll love her and honour her with all that I am.....if you will allow me this I'll show you the real man.. Carolyn you're loved..Andy x