Caroline

i don't want this life anymore should i have to want it? everything i do everything i say will die alongside me i could slit my wrists jump off a cliff or die in the most gruesome way but it won't matter in a state of decay when my flesh melts no more cards will be dealt except some bones that will recall to whoever i'm found by what i felt i'm a dreamer make-believer miscommunicator why'd you have to leave me, caroline? what did it prove? who do i have to kill to keep you? locked in my bedroom together, we'll be entombed together, we'll be consumed and together, wear costumes dressed as corpses early doom why do you scream? when i am who bleeds? rejoice, my love, i love it when you sing but stop playing with my heartstrings today i own the stage