Can You Hear Me God

Sometimes I question my own faith and wonder if you are real, can you really feel all the pain I feel. I wonder, Can you hear me god? Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, do you know the reasons why I weep. I wonder, Can you hear me God? Sometimes I give up on myself, is it because you forgot about me and chose to let me deal with myself. I wonder, Can you hear me God? Sometimes people hurt me , and sometimes I hurt others, but it seems you let them be and it's my life you choose to bother. I wonder, Can you hear me God? Sometimes i feel like I'm your mistake, is it because you judge me for all the mistakes that I make. I wonder, Can you hear me God? Sometimes I hate others and sometimes others hate me, but it seems you don't see others, and it's my life with troubles you smother. I wonder, Can you hear me God? Sometimes I hate you for taking my mother, Sometimes I hate you even more for portraying my father. I wonder, Can you hear me God? Sometimes I think of my past, and that's when I reliaze that nomatter what I'm feeling now, it will never compare to the pain I was feeling back then. It's times like this that I realize that's when you truelly chose to be my father, to scold me, but hold me, to teach me but reach me. To show me that my pain won't always last. I believe this is true, at least that's the picture you drew, yet I still wondwer, Can you hear me God?