C33 B66 Poet Free verse

Calculated

Calculated.

Yes, I have been very calculated.
I would not let my time passed me by.
Not one minute wasted in my life.
I maximised my days and saving,
Minimised my expenses by all means.
I delivered every things I promised,
Even it was not to my advantage,
I admitted and owned up my mistakes.
Yes, that was me.

BB brought the best out of me,
He gave me time to relive my teenager,
Even it lasted only three months,
How naive we were when together.
I shall treasure it with all my heart.
It was definitely sweet 16 never been kissed.
On the other hand,
What had CJ done to give me pain?
He almost made the worse out of me,
Although he helped me on some aspects,
I was very grateful to him for that.
He made me relived my adulthood,
When all promises and none deliveries.
I longed for sincere and loving dates.
Looking forward to spend time on holidays.
What had happened instead.
Not keen to describe nor worthed to admire.

BB and CJ were two individual gentlemen's,
With extreme different temperaments.
One was considerated, gentle and patient,
The other was immature and impatient.
After all, there were huge different age in them.

This morning, for the first time in a long time
By chance I visited the play ground,
Where B66 and I used to hang around,
I scanned every play equipment,
All was in good order, not one out of its place.
Then suddenly, one new piece caught my eye,
A brand new blue vehicle,
Made of timber and aluminium.
It was quite small, and did not fit me in at all.

I then posted this poem later.
Without CJ help and knew about it.
As I claimed being calculated.
I dealt with both of them,
At the same time and at the same place.

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