Broken Feeling


My feelings are broken, I'm not sure that they work.

I try to act normal, so I shrug and I smirk

No emotions come out like the other kids do

Its a kind of numbness that I'm going through. 

They tell me that I'm special and other nice things

They don't get the attention that, "not feeling" brings. 

Telling people what's inside, is harder than it looks

Reaching out for answers from the internet and books

So here is what I've learned, and how I started feeling

Admitting help is needed, is like reaching for the ceiling

I found someone to talk to, who  listened and understood

They help me look for happiness, and show it, when I could

Embarrassing turned to embracing, of just "Who I am."

I am a "work in progress", but I now know that I can!

I can talk to other people, start to be more proud of me

I don't need the reassurance, of what these other people see.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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