Broken Expression

A big peice of my life Seems to be missing... After losing you after all this time My thoughts seem to be racing... But now that you're mad at me What can... I do... to make it better? I will go beyond my abilities Just to make you smile But remember that I'm only human I can't do every single thing you want of me If you choose to hate me Then all I can say is sorry If you want... to forget...everything Then I shall leave you forever I don't want to exist around you If you say... I don't exist at all! I cannot say sorry enough for you And I don't want to say it again! Because everything I do seems to be wrong Because everyone seems to be yelling at me! Waking up every morning Seems to be killing me Grabbing what's left of my broken heart I pray to let me die quickly Because I seem to be suffering And I... don't want... to suffer anymore! Only you can end it for me In two ways First way is to hate me Hate me completely and forget about me The second way is to love me But I don't want it to be false you see If I were to tell the truth about how I feel about you Then love is definately my answer But then I don't know if I can love again! I cannot say sorry enough for you And I don't want to say it again! Because everything I do seems to be wrong Because everyone seems to be yelling at me! I'm tired of being wrong And I'm tired of saying sorry! From now on I'm forever cold-hearted Because I'm too scared of loving again! But I'll leave saying "I love you..."