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Bring my love home

She's dying over and over From the insanity of the missing The heart will repair Though I wouldn't dare say this At the sky she stares Continuously She says life must go on I must go on she says I don't want to be without him As she opens the second bottle of vodka If I'd had a choice I'd of gone with him But I'd never wish for him to ever feel This crushing feeling Not for a instance In the night she thinks I'm sleeping But I hear everything Dear God I was wondering if I could have a moment of your time ? I know your a busy bloke and that, your tired with all these voices shouting up at you, I would be too. But I thought I'd give it a go. I know your the universal spirit and there's lots on your mind, so I tell you what I'll talk and you can just listen, give me your views at the end. I was wondering if you've looked in on me lately See God I'm feeling incredibly unhappy, Distraught you could say, miserably alone. I know there's millions, probably billions I don't know the average, but no matter. I know there's other's wanting your attention, The people dying from cancer or The African village women screaming for you to stop the men taking their kids, Putting them on smack to fight there twisted gorilla wars. Our boys in Afghanistan getting maimed and slaughtered. So firstly I was wondering if it's normal to feel this way ? You see I think of him so much he enters my dreams as soon as I close my eyes, Is this your doing ? Tell me what I have to do to stop this fog, Tell me when I reach the other side I'll still be me, Tell me it's ok to still cry silently, without even knowing, Then, Tell me how to stop the tears, Tell me, if this ache in my chest relieves, Tell me, I'm standing this pain to be with him again, Go on tell me ??!!! I'm so alone I bet you got all the Angels up there keeping you company, Hay I thought they were supposed to be down here looking after us ? Point is, the real point is You got something of mine and I want it back. I'm not blaming you, well I am sort of, I think your a really good bloke but took too much on, We all do it now and then don't we. I mean the church wrote your book didn't it, It's really down to Matthew , Mark , Luke, and John, you should really send them boys down here, I know a lot of people who want a word with them. They're responsible for war, Famine and mass genocide, Because be honest all wars start at religion one way or another don't they. I'm Sorry I've gone off track, What I was saying is, my dad told me if he'd of died when he got kidney failure It's God's will. Well if it's your will, Do me a favour and send my husband back I wasn't finished with him yet. And if you can't do that, Tell him something for me, Tell him I love him, But lie, say I'm ok. Say I'm getting by, I got sleeping tablets off the doc, Say I'm almost happy. Not to worry. Tell him I'm rushing towards death for him, That I've stocked up on vodka. God, tell him I'll be there soon.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2014




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Date: 2/25/2014 8:51:00 PM
God's image is one's belief... I now when you are down and do not have anyone to uplift your spirit, God's image can be misleading. Your strength is in what you have done right. This is the your guidance and your way to thorough insight... Bless it be the name of The Lord. Verlena - Oblivion Dark Sunshine
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Date: 1/14/2014 8:59:00 PM
Did you that you're talking to yourself Little. You've got a big heart for such a little God. I understand and agree with the audacity of this write Little. J.A.B.
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Justin Bordner
Date: 1/15/2014 3:08:00 PM
I realize this Little, Please understand that what meant is that when you talk to God you are in part speaking to yourself becauseGod be we, in part. J.A.B.
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Date: 1/15/2014 4:20:00 AM
Half is from my mind half is very much real. Thankyou for your comment.
Date: 1/14/2014 4:17:00 PM
We all have those battles with God sweet friend..When I have these kind of battles..When I feel betrayed by God..When Im so angry at him.yet so lost without him..I read a little poem called 'Footprints in the sand'.Yes this life ain t an easy one..Tnks God We are not born for this life only..Here is only the beginning with its good and bad leading to a better afterlife.Strong and powerful poem..One i can relate to
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Date: 1/14/2014 11:30:00 AM
I too have lost a dear husband way too early and sometimes have some of these feelings. They are powerful and consuming. Time will ease the pain but there will always be a special place in your heart to allow yourself to feel that pain over and over again. Healing will come.
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Date: 1/14/2014 1:22:00 PM
Thankyou for your warmth
Date: 1/14/2014 10:46:00 AM
LKN I think this is an outstanding write and one you should be very proud of...bravo indeed..to my favs it goes....David
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Date: 1/14/2014 10:52:00 AM
Thank you I got an ear bashing off someone who didn't agree with it, I don't wish to offend people. My faith is in pieces at the moment.
Date: 1/14/2014 1:34:00 AM
I like this lots. a great and proper write. thanks for posting. Jancarl
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Date: 1/14/2014 5:59:00 AM
Thankyou