Bright Blooming Star

Bright Star There are two kinds of people in this world, there are Hummers and there are Nails. You decide which one you choose to be. Mallow, soft, smooth and sweet. A type of heart that speaks in silence Lingers with joy in the mind, questions piles up, answers disappear… Life can bring pain, there are a lot of ways to deal with this pain… Take a step back, listen to the voice in your head, does it make sense? To me it didn’t only because I had a lot in my head. I couldn’t even analyse the little. Life, what is life? The joy, the cry, the feeling. That changed everything. Left me hanging Bright star, the time I realize am not alone, but with an angel. He speaks to me, at first I ignore because my faith is too low. He tries again, this time he pisses me off, I call him names, because I think he’s trying so hard to destroy me. All I have and still to get. Until I realize that he meant good, and not to hurt me or all I had in mind, yet it feels too late to ask for forgiveness. The same life turns around. In my head it doesn’t make sense. The fact that I was with my star for only a week, and I didn’t even understand why he was around. Mallow, marrow, smoke. Doesn’t go together. 3 totally different things… looking at my life just from high school, all that have graduated from that time till now, I guess it’s all about CHOICES. Whether you are a hummer or a nail. I don’t want to decide which one is better. Am aggravated without it, still got the power, still got the vision… blame it on the rain and enjoy being wet because it doesn’t matter. I prefer to be comfortable with my skin. Meditate, meditate, and meditate Rest my soul, accept things, this is how it should be, enjoy and love I know heaven isn’t mine so I keep on falling down. I got people that still owe me an apology, do they even come back, I pray that one day they slip and say something. I know that the truth always come out. I know the vengeance is the Lords’ and not for me, I know the punishment is for you and not for me, you place your trouble on whatever you were told him… I don’t see urge to make you feel pain, all I want is something really special, something that doesn’t really explain much. The use of me having it is just to be automatically noticed. Don’t medicate, Don’t complicate things, just live life to the fullest and listen to heart and your bright star I had to learn, nothing was easy out there. It was just amazing how I found it to be simpler than anyone else. Bright Star!