Breath of Sadness

A sadness flows through my veins each time my heart-beats I see a world no one else sees never to again feel the quiet dimensions of love I feel I have become the last sand to arrive on the shore I am the black empty sky, no stars fill the final lonely bird sitting on a bare limb as all its leaves have fallen, to be blown away I AM...I CRY there except for every shade of shadow, go I as I walk in the midst of the mist, never understanding trying to find what I know will never be found I'm lost in moments that pass so quickly they are forgotten before realized I turn and spin as I rotate to see nothing I've lost control of something that never was this illusion to the eyes of my soul has passed and became rippled reflections spreading out from the center of my heart where nothing exists now but deep roots of sadness growing ever deeper stretching across my blue world where my love was uninvited where I wish it had never been born where I lay alone and brokenhearted 10/28/21