Breaking Free

breaking free though i have bills left to pay i make a needed bad decision again the beach is calling me i do anything and everything to avoid the obvious and do the opposite defiance is the devil in disguise and a blessing as a backup however, i enjoy breaking free going somewhere where i am needfully unfamiliar i deserve getting it deep from my lady i deserve paying a particular price for a bad decision i guess i am wrong to immediately plan a december trip in my head at times i get tired of letting the current reality dictate my most tranquil of wants and needs (in that order) that being said, i pull up the discarded plan once again breaking free