Bookshelf

I was told I should start reading to improve my abilities
this is how they go about maintaining ones stabilities
As I scavenge the selection, I'm left with several options,
however I'm just looking to fulfill my visual perception
I know there's more knowledge to obtain but I don't care
maybe I'm ignorant or quite possibly a pessimist. Quite possibly
a researcher with the right intent to find the cure just without a single
tool to do so
Pure I'm quite unsure. 
Intentions are positive, actions are all but sentimental
With eyes scanning they get caught upon something
rather enticing, looking for the answers 
to pass this test where cheating is allowed and I know all the answers 
Peers come in and interfere stating your drowning
in the mist of your own demise. 
I know I'm right
I know I'm right
I know I'm not right
Can I simply comply to my own needs or to the needs of others
Socio-Psychology states you fit in to maintain homeostasis
At this point I feel more like a uneducated racist 
discriminating against all that I've known, Is there a legitimate purpose?
Maybe I'm a coward 
Maybe I'm a coward
Or Its possible I'm obsessed with the mirror facing the other side of me
All in all its just a book, simple as that, the writing legible just needed to be read
I've just woken up, its a new day: The foundation to any opportunity
A new realization has occurred. I wonder what it's like in those stories without pretty 
illustrations, crammed small words, all in shabby shape. 
Do I want to swim in these murky deep waters?
Thoughts to myself converge, ideas of searching make my heart race
It beats with a dramatic crescendo that only precedes a constant murmur of doubt and hope
Today I grew the courage to check out one of these books
Today's the start of a long unpredictable journey
Today's the day I found the book- The one that will know all the answers to this test.. At least for now...

Copyright © | Year Posted 2012



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Date: 9/17/2012 1:16:00 AM
Poignant write this! Love how you've shown the different perspectives, questioning, doubting and testing. Nice!
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Date: 9/12/2012 5:19:00 AM
A warm welcome to PoetrySoup I offer you Michael. I wish for you the best in your writing endeavors whatever they may be. Hoping you find even more inspiration by reading some of the poetry written here by other poets. May the sun shine on you that you might find great joy in your life. Thank you for sharing your writing with us. I am going to be on vacation for a week so will try to catch up with you when I get back. Love, Carol
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Date: 9/12/2012 1:40:00 AM
An interesting write Michael , enjoyed, and welcome to the site we hope you enjoy your time here xx
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