Blue Wilderness

I stare off Looking at nothing But daydreaming and thinking My mind wanders off It roams into the blue wilderness Lost, deep in thought Trying to figure you out Trying to figure us out I've been wandering my twisted path alone Avoiding any real companionship Just temporary breaks from the solitude You were supposed to only be around at nights When I was feeling lonely But you've made your presence more known now Always around Even in the dark blue spaces of my thoughts Trying to break through my wilderness What you don't realize is that you are just a crutch for me A support while my heart continues to heal And that I will eventually toss you away Leaving you stranded in the darkness wondering what happened And I will smile, as i walk away