Blue

Hundred things are sailing around my eyes and sea waves are crashing in my head. Pointless. . . Pointless? How did i come to this? Nothing is as good as it seems i guess. . . Everything seems perfect with jazz melodies. . Or everything is sad when you are not listening here next to me. . . Here i come to your door to finally meet you. After many years i will give myself to you. . I have stumbled before, but nothing can stop me now. . . Can you see from there how my desires have turned to blue? And how i wish to step where you have walked? . It feels so magical. So undiscovered and true. . Something you have stopped to look is surely as beautiful as you. . . Make me hit a car. Make me strike a lightning. Make my only desire feel like an embrace. . . Oh, how i wish to be beside you in this changing path. . But for now you are watching me beg on my knees with my words saying "I JUST WANT TO BE FREE"