Bittersweet

So on this day 6 years ago a child was born, my precious daughter, who deep inside still mourns. Although she is young she will always be sad, knowing the one that is not home is her dad. There's said to always be a special connection between daughter and father, but this has been taken away by a mother and when it comes to our marriage, won't even bother. Will she feel blame in the years to come? That her mother and fathers marriage has come undone. I can only hope that she dose not harbor anger at her parents, mom and dad apart adds to the torment. For my part I never wanted it to be this way for her, I'm nothing more that a memory to mother and daughter. So on this day I remember seeing my child's first breath of air, now all I can see is a girl that mom and dad must share. On this day life is bittersweet, cause I am no longer part of home, another day of celebration with me left all alone.