Believe and Do Not Bereave

I don't belong or get along, my ways are different from the rest as hard as I try it just does not fly, I can never pass that standardized test I cannot figure on whom to pull the trigger, I simply had enough when my blood boils to toleration zero, I can't help but fly off the cuff Imagine here you are, and put into a situation being told there is no need for contemplation so just another robot you are expected to be would you not do whatever you must to set yourself free Living this life for so very long, waiting for a miracle to feel you belong where is the chance to redeem yourself, this internal pain seems to prolong calling to those claiming to be your friends, please come now to my aid my dilemma is certainly an emotional one, you have nothing to be afraid What can I say, it's a broken heart I have today who not in my position, would they be able to relate so I am left with only this one thought in mind with no alternative, predisposed to accept my fate I am trapped in my own reality, with this being at the core and only recently have I been able, beginning to explore and, yet, my senses tell me, what my heart already knows it's a punishment from above, because of what I did not long before You see my friend, it is true that in the end we will all be shown what our lives were all for having been brought to this world, was not for naught all of our deeds, to be weighed with a heavenly score Our lives have been recorded on video, where all that has been done does reside and after our lives have been completed, with all this will our judgement decide to be applauded and forever lauded, by what we have done while we were here or to be decided differently, and forever this shame will we be forced to wear It is not too late, I reiterate, while the breath of life is still yours freedom of choice gives you that voice, avoid what the Almighty abhors only days and years to us remain, to the moral and upright you should cleave because Satan awaits to take what's his, why for an eternity should you bereave