Being In a Prison

There you are
On the other side of the window
You look sad and scared
Wondering where your son is about to go

You tell me you miss me
And that you want me home
Then you smile
And tell me how much my little brother has grown

We catch up on lost times
As fast as we can
Because we both know
We'll probably never see each other again

You start crying
And I can see
That deep inside you're dying
You're blaming yourself
For not being the best mom
And I tell you
It was my choice to do wrong

It hurts me to see you blaming yourself
Because I know that deep inside
You wish you could help
Because you already have one son gone
And you're about to lose another one

The only thing you want right now
Are your two oldest children
Back with their little brother
And home with their loving mother

It's about time for you to go
We sit in silence
Wishing that we were on the same side of the window
That we could hug for one last time
Before I get sent away for my crime

You put your hand to the glass
And I start crying
I've hurt so many people and this is the last
Because it's not worth watching my whole life go
Behind the window
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Krutsinger Avatar
May 8, 2018 at 7:25 AM
Heartfelt, and positively how these mothers must feel. Sad, but true, it's up to our children how they live their lives, not their mothers when they reach a certain age. We cannot live their lives for them, even though we want to sometimes.
Josephie Avatar
June 17, 2018 at 10:50 AM
Precisely what i think :) by the way thank you caren :)
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January 22, 2018 at 3:49 PM
Heartbreaking write Amelia...
Josephie Avatar
February 26, 2018 at 1:58 PM
I am so sorry if it is.. but it is! :)
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