Behind These Lies

Behind every smile that you see Is a thousand memories Of when times where so much tougher These feelings I felt, much rougher Behind every laugh that you hear Is a cluster of frozen tears That were shed with sorrow in silence Hiding from the surrounding violence Behind every nice thing I say Is an insult to myself of hate Scars from when I just wanted to feel Something that would finally be real Behind the person that I am Is a life that never fully began Cut short by my own hand Sentenced to a deserted neverland Forever I continue to exist In a paranoid state of bliss When you look at me, you will never see The lies behind that are unseen