Beauty Found Within

Beauty Found Within What are you talking about that I am nobody. I traveled deep and far I came back with the ability to see all the beauty within Do not tell me I am ugly because I sin I found myself while living in the life I deny trapped in a pit, never did i think I would win Give me a chance to explain myself I destroyed all the beauty i once knew Pushed it deep behind a wall rejecting reality Living as a lost soul feeding myself on the weak Roaming all alone Spiting on this world, torching my own will to love God I put you to a side That is still a book I am working on The knowledge i once new, i through it all away Living like a fool to the worlds destructive ways Trying to balance out my life I closed the doors to receive the perception of every way taking a deep look I fell to my knees opening the door to help the ones in need God it makes me so mad to know we always put the worlds blame on you The death of the world is just another beauty to the life we will have on the other side The evil we have with in, is just a wake up call To receive the things we choose not see blinded by the truth that does not add up at all Inner beauty buried by my own rage I felt so trapped, somewhere inside Crying to let her out I suffocate her with my tongue Chanting for me to open my mouth Now I take an oath to never betray her again. nor lock her in the abyss inside of me My beauty now overpowers the bite off the apple. In which was taken from us in the beginning of all time A small simple reminder, That will sooner or later surface the outside never in my wildest dreams did i imagined my beauty would exposed for all to see Now that i am strong i will stand up for myself With God given gift I will also stand up for others With my beauty that has bloomed like a rose I will take that beauty and share for all to see I will walk where my senses are needed you will follow just to get to know me. With the reminder so simple as can be To look, to feel, to perform, is a wake call upon self-image I found my beauty which is far more dangerous than vanity the VALUES of life are the beauty given to me : ) by: P.D.