Beautiful Illusion

Unconditional love, that grants me access to a faraway paradise, is what I feel for you Breath taking beauty is what I see in you A euphonious voice, that bypasses my senses and makes me believe even the impossible, is what I hear from you Love is a bastion of benevolence that is said to block all malevolence, but I impugn this absurd assumption because even love is susceptible Blinded by love, I lived a beautiful illusion, flabbergasted by the heartbreaking reality to which I awoke to Now I wander this warped nightmare in which the futility of my efforts is proven with every disappointment presented, debilitated by my ignominious ineptitude to overcome my profound melancholy I venture into this unknown world of cruelty, in which I am fate’s puppet, with no hope of ever returning I would give it all up to be with you my love, but sadly I know you wouldn't do the same Regardless, I refuse to let go of this suffering even if I know my pitiful invocation is nothing but a futile attempt to change my depressing fate