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Beautiful Disaster

Cause you see no one gets how hard it is to fix back into shape when you’re broken,
I think it’s just mathematically, scientifically impossible to get the pieces back perfect,
Because in the process some pieces may have been lost,
Lost and cannot be found,
Cause I found it was so hard to every get over you,
But it looked so easy to you,
Cause maybe you never feel as deep as you said you did,
I fell deep into your lies and your beautiful eyes and it’s just so hard to move on,
Hard to move on, because you left piece of your soul inside me, the exact moment you decided to get inside me,
Despite our use of protection, it didn’t protect the sexually connection,
No it’s not an internet connection that you can easily disconnect from, but it’s almost permanent,
Yes you permanently hurt me ,
And you watch me with those eyes and that grin cause I, the fool gave you the thing,
The thing that I promise that I wouldn’t give until marriage,
I willingly disobeyed God for you,
Cause you became my God,
I worshipped you,
I loved you with every inch of me,
And now we’re inches from being strangers and I have to get over you,
I’m sure to be careful next time around, 
Because I can’t afford to break the pieces of my heart that are left dangling .

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Date: 11/20/2016 3:56:00 PM
Hi Zaire ouch ouch. It gets better down the line. Lovely words.
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Zaire Mendez
Date: 11/20/2016 4:18:00 PM
thank you! :)
Date: 11/14/2016 3:17:00 PM
A searing and passionate poem, Zaire. (Beautiful name btw) A broken vow to God leaves your soul empty. And the person whom you broke the vow for, never looks as desirable as before. That's just my personal view. Loved this gripping tour d' force poem. You are an exceptionally gifted poet/poetess? Much love to you. RW
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Zaire Mendez
Date: 11/14/2016 4:46:00 PM
Thank you again for such words! and poetess :)
Date: 11/13/2016 9:14:00 AM
wow, Zaire, this is a very deep one. It hits home with me for the sadness that you feel about breaking your vow to God. This is an excellent emotive poem and the way you ended it with that metaphor of the dangling heart was perfect. FAVE
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Zaire Mendez
Date: 11/13/2016 10:05:00 AM
aww thank you :)