Beautiful Changes

Vanished so quickly I felt a sense of loss For my days have been empty as of late It felt like you had died But, there was no funeral No closure Anxious worries of the unknown roamed inside me Fear consumed my thoughts I couldn't fathom not knowing you anymore After the shock of your absence faded I felt a passionate freedom That was robbed of me before When I lived in your kingdom With you creating an illusion of the truth All the while bathing in deceit Your attempts to break me With your manipulative tirades Never succeeded They only made me realize That all this time I had been loving a stranger With no honor You returned for a spell But, your voice brought me no joy Every word you uttered just left me cold The thought of your touch repulsed me I no longer wanted to believe the lies you told me No longer my angelic hero Just a foe in disguise From that moment on you became Only a memory in my cemetery of forgotten love That I wanted to leave dead & buried forever