Beaten

My anguish is all I seem to know. They say my sadness will help me grow. I pray and wish this wouldn’t be real. The way I am is not very ideal. They say my sadness will help me grow. I’d rather be buried way down below. The way I am is not very ideal. I cannot help or change how I feel. I’d rather be buried way down below. This wish isn’t something I can let go. I cannot help or change how I feel. I hope bliss is what time will reveal.