Beat Down Dragged Kicked In the Trash

I've been beat down dragged through the muddy streets of harsh words and slander I've been ripped to pieces thrown to the ground kicked in the trash there is no love for this despicable female so why was I born? I'm hated by those who should love me I'm the worse person ever why don't I croak my daughter said I can't continue my heart burns in distress from the slapped down I endure today God please end this life a worthless flesh deserving of death by mistles Deadly mistles of words born of a man and woman I shall not show my face ever again among people The stabs like a two edge sword pierced my chest twisted by lies that hurts Those words pained worse than  being set afire with gasoline and the strike of a match I'm nothing in the eyes of men suspicious in the eyes of woman an alien in the heart of the earth The acid in my stomach burns like the sun on the hottest day of the year Omg bury me in the ocean where the fish never see the day of light Please bury me on the highest mountain where the hawks and eagles will eat my flesh feed their baby chicks My my my, bury me in the desert where the sun burns hotter than a furnace filled with sulphur oh oh oh kill me already why torture me like hyhenas feeding on a live, struggling lioness Shall I fall asleep tonight peacefully never to awake to see another day of fright