Battle With Depression

I stare,
Eyes glazed over,
Tears running down my face
Heart racing,
Mind chaotic...

I feel,
The sharp crispness
Of the shard
As it burns my flesh.

The shard
(laced in my fingers)
Cuts deeper,
Slicing
Into my pain.

Blood dripping
One...drop...at
A...time...
I succumb to relief
As my feelings wash with it.

I've been gone.
Lost,
Wrapped up...
Broken away from reality.

Glancing down,
As i make
Another swipe
I see the shimmering
Reflection of White light.

I see
(for a split second)
My friends,
My family...
My reality.

I could sense
That white light,
Which seemed forever lost,
The memories
That appear non-existent

But those
Dark Devilish Demons
Take...
Over...
Again...

They crawl
Through my pores,
Seeping into my blood...
Conquering my body,
Severing my soul.

They, my master..
I,
Their puppet...
Their toy,
Constantly playing their games...

They barricade my mind,
Focusing my eyes
On the shimmering shard,
Now creating
Another battle wound.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Brown Avatar
August 1, 2011 at 8:11 AM
A warm welcome to PoetrySoup I offer to you Jessica. I wish for you the best in your writing endeavors whatever they may be. May you find inspiration by reading some of the poetry written here by other poets. Read and comment on their's and they will return in kind. May the sun shine on you that you might find great joy in your life. Love and blessing always, Carol
Mehta Avatar
July 30, 2011 at 9:55 PM
Creative and thoughtful expressions on depression, jessica
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