Bane of the Coded Sanctum

An addiction it is! An addiction to my being. Like the daze of the drugs; the ruthlessness of alcohol. It has me confined! Traumatized! I am a slave for its mesmerising solace, Feared by the social life, Tremors of the society, Where is my innocence, my joy of living? I thirst for you, I thirst for you, Yet willingly I give unto you. Until my soul is stolen, left behind an empty carcass. Am I brave enough to give away? No! Never! I’d say, Until the break of the new dawn, All shall stay the same, And my choice still vain.