Baggage

miscommunicated 
misconceived observations
insecure perceptions
not too sure of anything
except my own delusions
dint't matter then
worst case scenario
you fix me or pay the consequences
wrong things you said
no way to amend
the unforgiven
in your head
dissapear
in my own head
wish i could
not important when im last in line
all the time
the thirteenth hour never chimes
just nevermind
not important to you
no clue
at all
no way
to tell
its all my fault
can't wait to stop denying ive been fooled
by it all

love rubs the wound with salt
stop crying
no one cares for your intensions
for yourself
selflessly killing me
for loving you
im unglued
with nothing to say behind these sad blues

always miserable
must be ugly
always look so upset 
cant help myself
wish for death
no one loved you
and you dont love me
early grave

the cat came back today
i let it out of the bag
got my tongue
tripping
insecurely superstious bogus
no point to tell the worlds three witches
who they are among the thorns of their own sickness

no assault necisary
worried to survive another birthday
punished hammering my brains
im out
no deal
break away from your heart shattering again
when you realise you are colder than you know
harp on my inner fears
i dont matter
its all eventual
the loose end i am gets tied
forget it
get over yourself
devoted to denial 
of the abuse of your mind

hurry up then
do it already
dont forget i wanted this
more times a day than anthing else
the end
its over with
will it end

you took your last love 
in the bag we opened
forgot myself
to stand behind my blindness
tear the wool of the wolf
tear the wool of the sheep
cry and cry and cry like a banshee

no one ever heard my prayers
dead already
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010


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