Baggage

miscommunicated misconceived observations insecure perceptions not too sure of anything except my own delusions dint't matter then worst case scenario you fix me or pay the consequences wrong things you said no way to amend the unforgiven in your head dissapear in my own head wish i could not important when im last in line all the time the thirteenth hour never chimes just nevermind not important to you no clue at all no way to tell its all my fault can't wait to stop denying ive been fooled by it all love rubs the wound with salt stop crying no one cares for your intensions for yourself selflessly killing me for loving you im unglued with nothing to say behind these sad blues always miserable must be ugly always look so upset cant help myself wish for death no one loved you and you dont love me early grave the cat came back today i let it out of the bag got my tongue tripping insecurely superstious bogus no point to tell the worlds three witches who they are among the thorns of their own sickness no assault necisary worried to survive another birthday punished hammering my brains im out no deal break away from your heart shattering again when you realise you are colder than you know harp on my inner fears i dont matter its all eventual the loose end i am gets tied forget it get over yourself devoted to denial of the abuse of your mind hurry up then do it already dont forget i wanted this more times a day than anthing else the end its over with will it end you took your last love in the bag we opened forgot myself to stand behind my blindness tear the wool of the wolf tear the wool of the sheep cry and cry and cry like a banshee no one ever heard my prayers dead already