Backwards

Your words took the breath out of me
Made me realize
Gave me anxiety 
Brought me back to reality
That I need to make changes
I feel like a stranger in strange places

I realize my misjudgement
How I treated you with words unfairly
Now I see things more clearly

I'm a poet 
Some say a rapper with a pen
All I know 
Is I won't make that mistake again

Sometimes I feel backwards
Like Kris Kross in the early nineties
So many things remind me
If who I was at one time
Chaotic mess
Chaotic mind
Now I'm searching for peace of mind
But every moment I find 
I'm one step closer to greatness

Without this pen I feel naked
Stripped of everything I am
Maybe others can understand 
What it's like to be different

I'm different and that's okay
Cause everyday
I'm changing constantly
When I look in the mirror I see
A driven mind
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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March 26, 2016 at 8:46 PM
Dennis Baze, you've expressed yourself well, I like the way you ended the poem. Please keep writing and sharing your poetry when you have time. Happy Easter ** LOVE LINDA
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