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It is not enough 
For you to want to save me
Not even all your love
Could serve to liberate me

So flee from me in fear
Do not allow your emotions to be stirred
Dry your eyes of their empathic tears
They will only leave your vision blurred

For I am a soulless mechanism
seeking only my own gratification
A force of powerful pessimism
My life a result of such manifestation

So sweet of you to offer your light
But my void will blot it out
You can't illuminate the darkness inside
Into the darkness I will drag you down

This isn't who I wanted to be
It's who I've become just the same
Your eyes may be open but you'll never see
And I can no further explain
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Mehta Avatar
November 11, 2013 at 4:24 AM
Congratulations on the win, Lisa
A  Avatar
November 10, 2013 at 9:27 PM
Lisa... Congratulations, thanks for the support..... ~SKAT~ LOVE
Mehta Avatar
October 26, 2013 at 5:48 AM
LOvely penned write on corruption, Lisa
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