As I Fall

As I Fall

As I Fall, 
I see the ground.
Getting closer, 
drowning out all sound. 

Wind in my ears,
Tears in my eyes,
I see the people,
And I laugh at their cries.

They don't care,
They never did.
They smile inside,
as their life of me they rid.

And as I fall, in me, 
There's no regret.
Except for one,
About the girl I'd met.

She was my life, 
she was my smile. 
I loved her laugh,
But hated her all the while.

The feeling of 
necessity,
It slowly healed,
The mess in me.

But soon I knew,
That love was fake.
As she entered a room,
her presence made me shake.

It wasn't her, 
that I'd loved.
It was the feeling of purpose,
Thats what I'd loved.

So as I fall,
I do not fight. 
Because now, at last,
I did something right.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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January 8, 2015 at 8:18 AM
This made my heart ache . . . pray that you do find love that is not fake. You are a powerful writer -- your words and sentences were like punches -- hard and fast. Be safe dear one.
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