Are You Sure

Are you sure you want to be with me? And deal with my overthinking, my mood swings? I have abandonment issues, are you sure you want to have to constantly be with me because I'm scared of you letting go. You say I don't have to worry so much but when you mention that it makes me worry more. I worry that I worry too much for you. You don't have to stay. I don't want your pity or fellow feelings. I know that I am broken and I know that you can only stand so much so…. Are you sure? I rant a lot to you because if I hold it in I am a catastrophic bomb and I promise you I am prone to chasing people away with my palliating sadness. Are you sure you want me? Because I am a person looking through the blinds of a dirty window. I can't see or tell whether you are here for me or yourself. So you get to choose.