Apathy

I'm not an angel I hate myself I’m not the devil I love people I’m not human I don’t feel anything I am a stone Water washes it but in its core nothing happens My core is empty My core is shallow My core is an empty black box A clogged box It can’t be opened It can’t be filled My heart is gone with the wind I thought that the one would have my heart But she does not This is a fight I have to face No one can fight for me I should face my demons I should face... me This is a one way road, there is no turning back I live in the dark, but someday I promise I will see the light