Anyday

I'm curious if I'm still endowed with words
Like never seen on this site from me
Words that won the computers for my high school
Words that were written by my hand so quickly
But not my own so no memory 

Words you have only seen me try to duplicate
From a very fogged minds eye 
From a soul heavily medicated
I know the there still here, love is still created
Words burn with in but can I annuciate it?

The times are so full of sin the dark is heavy
We have to breath it in until it suffocates us
We can look to him but he only here to guide us 
Its only our soul he saves and thats if we find him

I reach my hands to the sky to a light its blinding
Whats on the other side is just the last spark in our mind set
Does it lead us home or to another start is life that binding
Are we here with God or are we here for penitence 
Cause if there no demons in heaven then hell we walking in it

I cant be scared its not in me I have seen these things since I was born its a gift the father gave me 
I have more empathy and understanding in me I show more love no matter the bad that hits me thats a gift my momma gave me
I got pain that most would die from I hold it in you won't believe what I can hide from you
It's not a sin to spare the hurt from you its not a lie if I don't tell you if you can't see I cant show you but trust in me it controls you 

We can't let things go it will never clear up
I write these words as they come out I didn't think this up
I just turned on my phone this what comes out
I don't get to understand it I cant explain the gift 
And I won't claim its mine even if you decide to take it
Because in time we all show divine its wrapped up with are story its how we shine and show our glory

I hope to find a stable way to be here
I cant take pride in words I feed you
If they don't take grip your soul
If they don't lead you to see truth
But because you yourself found the reason to 

I'm not painting a picture of where you need to go 
We are all on the same path we all know where it leads us to
So check you bags or your past will do
Forgive yourself if you hope the he will forgive you
Don't forget life is what you make it this is how he judges you
But not just how you make it for you but what you do to those surrounding you. 
Watch your words to his children for sure don't take their faith just because the devil jaded you
Teach them love despite the hate in you
Then heaven opens its gates just walk right thru
We burned plenty here no more pain awaits you

Copyright © | Year Posted 2022



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