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I'm curious if I'm still endowed with words Like never seen on this site from me Words that won the computers for my high school Words that were written by my hand so quickly But not my own so no memory Words you have only seen me try to duplicate From a very fogged minds eye From a soul heavily medicated I know the there still here, love is still created Words burn with in but can I annuciate it? The times are so full of sin the dark is heavy We have to breath it in until it suffocates us We can look to him but he only here to guide us Its only our soul he saves and thats if we find him I reach my hands to the sky to a light its blinding Whats on the other side is just the last spark in our mind set Does it lead us home or to another start is life that binding Are we here with God or are we here for penitence Cause if there no demons in heaven then hell we walking in it I cant be scared its not in me I have seen these things since I was born its a gift the father gave me I have more empathy and understanding in me I show more love no matter the bad that hits me thats a gift my momma gave me I got pain that most would die from I hold it in you won't believe what I can hide from you It's not a sin to spare the hurt from you its not a lie if I don't tell you if you can't see I cant show you but trust in me it controls you We can't let things go it will never clear up I write these words as they come out I didn't think this up I just turned on my phone this what comes out I don't get to understand it I cant explain the gift And I won't claim its mine even if you decide to take it Because in time we all show divine its wrapped up with are story its how we shine and show our glory I hope to find a stable way to be here I cant take pride in words I feed you If they don't take grip your soul If they don't lead you to see truth But because you yourself found the reason to I'm not painting a picture of where you need to go We are all on the same path we all know where it leads us to So check you bags or your past will do Forgive yourself if you hope the he will forgive you Don't forget life is what you make it this is how he judges you But not just how you make it for you but what you do to those surrounding you. Watch your words to his children for sure don't take their faith just because the devil jaded you Teach them love despite the hate in you Then heaven opens its gates just walk right thru We burned plenty here no more pain awaits you