Anxiety of Falling Inlove

Hi Can we fall inlove? Just for now No commitments nothing permanent Just in this moment... Can I hold your hand and call you mine, Okay I know it's weird but let me tell you About time ,it ruins things There I said it. See once upon a time I believed in true love I saw forever in someone Who was temporarily my life And when they left This heart of mine felt empty. So why would it last with another? I only want to love while we both are high Just for tonight When the sun rise in the morning We will say our goodbyes And go back to our normal. I'm not sad neither Scared but I'm just a little prepared I expect you to leave And I'm okay with that now, I don't need you to stay because I don't think I'm warm enough for the whole winter so eventually as we grow old This love will turn Cold. So can we fall inlove Knowing it won't last ? Can I kiss you knowing you ain't the frog that will turn into my prince ? Can our bodies touch without your lips promising me forever? Because in this moment I'm sure You what I desire But in the next hour You will be a blurry memory.