Anxiety

i have a shattered pair of eyes i can see only black all that carries light my mind denies my body cries is their something i lack? i have a shattered pair of eyes i cannot see the beauty that used to arise how do i take it back? all that carries light my mind denies they smile at me yet i see knives is this an attack? i have a shattered pair of eyes people trudge by, yet i cannot rise why cant i speak back? all that carries light my mind denies i carry a set of lies of what the world would be if i let go, if i lent back i have a shattered pair of eyes all that carries light my mind denies